“Ardent are those
whom fate has ruled against.”
Lucifer's eyes opened
slowly, like the petals of the sunsinger, as he regained
consciousness.
Again.
He
shook his head, his long hair whipping about. As he stretched, a
searing fire shot up his back, and he let out a hoarse cry of pain.
Wonder how grievous
the wounds must be, even death always takes time to heal them.
Slowly,
pushed himself up, the
motion leading to a million points of pain all over his body. The
pain was crippling, his breath came in ragged gasps. He fell again.
Patience. Just,
patience.
He
lay prone,
his body numbed, unable to even feel the wind that he was sure blew
those noxious fumes towards him. He didn't even bother trying
to looking at himself – he
knew that there was no part of his him
that was unharmed; looking at it would only make him more conscious
of the pain. Lucifer had learnt the value of patience a long, long
time ago.
Finally,
after what seemed like endless hours, he finally moved. He looked
towards the skies, looking at the boiling clouds, billowing red and
black, like cloying, congealed blood, with no indication of a true
sky behind it.
Nothing has changed.
Nothing ever changes. Why?
He
finally decided to try standing again. Surprisingly, he found he had
regained some feeling in his body – he was healing fast. Way too
fast. Usually it took seven tries before he even got this far, and at
least twenty more before he could even stand. Curious, he decided to
try standing up. Again, to his utter amazement, his feet actually
supported him, he tried to straighten his torso and -
Aaaaarrrgh!
Searing
pain shot up his wrists and ankles. He almost fell down again.
How could I forget
the manacles?
He
looked at them, the manacles that bound his arms and feet. Utterly
black, they were extremely glossy and
smooth, like polished
onyx. Long, thick chains of
the same material connected to his manacles and crawled away, until
they went down in a hole, to who knows where. All he could tell is
that they were bound to something strong, as even when he bore the
pain to try and break free, he simply couldn't, until he simply
fainted from the pain.
Patience. Just,
patience.
He
must repeat the cycle anew. He would have to wait for what seemed
like endless eons again, starving, his body slowly withering,
whatever strength he possessed,
sapping, until he was thin enough to slip from those manacles, and
then try to escape again. Not that he would succeed.
What other choice do
I have?
He
looked about. He had seen this place endless times before, and he
would likely see it for all eternity. He utterly detested it,
detested everything that existed here.
Always, always on
the summit on this black, perfectly hemispherical mound
of not-obsidian. Always bound to manacles that fell down a hole right
at the apex of the hill, always with that blackened
pool of blood for a sky. Always with an endless horizon, with
everything around the hill shrouded in a rolling, black mist. Always
the sounds of infernal screams and terrifying growls escaping the
mist. Always, always, always, always, always.....
He
fell into a stupor, lost in his thoughts. He was tired, so tired. The
endless deaths sapped his willpower. It was always the same. The same
waiting to decay enough to escape. The same slipping down this
infernal mound, as slippery as grease and as dark as midnight. The
same running into the forest, and then – that’s where the
memories always ended. He speculated that it must be some sort of
magic, speculated as he'd always speculated an endless number of
times before. And then, always, the same waking up and discovering
pain again. The only thing that changed was the pain, its patterns
and its intensity.
Must be different
kinds of death.
A
grim smile traced his lips.
They'd
trapped him in an endless cycle. He still remembered them. He
remembered the betrayal from one he had once called brother. He
remembered his fall.
Gabriel.
That
single word ignited an inferno of incandescent fury in him. He had
called him brother, given meaning to his creations. They'd worked
together, with perfect, unquestionable trust. He'd trusted Gabriel
more than he'd trusted their own creator. Only for -
Betrayal.
It
had been ages since he'd last remembered his binding to this place.
Casting his mind back, he couldn't even remember when he'd last
thought of it. But now he remembered, he remembered it in painfully,
exquisitely vivid detail.
The
Fall of Lucifer
Lucifer
was working on the doe, and having finished her body, was crafting
horns for her, when suddenly, he heard the creator's call. For some
reason, something seemed wrong with the call, as the ground itself
shook, the air trembled. The creator had called for Lucifer himself.
Expecting
to be asked to display his latest crafting, he took the incomplete
doe along. The horns would have to wait.
He
walked into the Garden of Eden, his true masterpiece. This was the
place where he had first created the beings they now called trees,
and the creator had blessed one of his creations, creating the
greatest spectacle ever. The Yggdrasil, the tree of life. The first,
and only object in all of creation to be touched by the creators
hand, granting it a divine presence that further enhanced the garden
to an almost ethereal beauty. He wondered why the creator would
summon him to the sanctuary
of the creators one and only creations, the sentient beings called
humans. Speculating on the possible reason, he crossed the gilded
gates into the garden.
And
stopped.
Something
was wrong. There were no birds chirping, there was a gale blowing
instead of the genteel breeze that was usually present. And then he
realized something. The humans were missing. Adam and Eve were gone.
Barring the trees, there wasn't a single living being in the garden.
Not even those infinitesimally tiny beings he had created. Intrigued,
he walked on.
Gabriel
was standing under the shade of Yggdrasil, his back turned towards
Lucifer. Perhaps he heard Lucifer approach, for he turned around as
Lucifer joined him under the tree of life. Lucifer smiled and was
about to greet his brother when he saw Gabriel's expression.
Rage.
“What
happened? Why do you look upset?” Lucifer inquired
“Dare
not apply to me those fiendish creations of your, Lucifer. I had not
known what a blackguard you were, you construct of filth! You will
pay for your actions!”
“What-?”
Utterly confused, Lucifer tried asking what had happened. But before he could even speak, he felt the creator's presence.
The
creator manifested himself in front of them. He appeared as a
masculine, man-like creature. However, none of his person was visible
as he was armored from head to toe in shining golden armor, inscribed
with intricate runes of indescribable power. It was the creator's
avatar, at full power. It's mere presence was incredible – like an
unstoppable force, but a force of life, a force that had begun it
all.
He
wondered why the creator manifested an avatar, he could easily speak
to them, wherever they were. Even calling them in the same place was
intriguing,
as they didn't need proximity to communicate. Atleast the avatar
explained the absence of higher beings – it radiated an aura of
life, of sentience.
It would influence creation too strongly. The mere thought had barely
crossed his mind when the doe on his shoulder suddenly came to life,
proving his doubts true.
He put the doe down, and she swiftly bounded away. As
she vanished behind Yggdrasil, Lucifer wondered how she would fare in
future, being thus
touched by the creator.
As
he turned back, the Creator addressed him,
“Gabriel
has accused you of divine treason, Lucifer, you now stand in trial.
Speak your words with care, for it's my judgment that you'll face,
unless you prove that you aren't guilty.”
Lucifer
was stunned. Judgment? Treason? Gabriel? What was going on?
“You
are hereby accused of deluding
Adam and Eve to consume the fruit of Yggdrasil, despite my
proclamation banning it, and leading them astray. Gabriel managed to
stop them from consuming the entire fruit, however, the damage has
been done. Gabriel gives his word that the humans said you'd
instructed them to eat the fruits, telling them it was my decree. Is
this true?”
Lucifer
couldn't believe it. Betrayal. It was such an alien concept. He
had only imagined it, once, and found it abhorrent. Could it really
be happening?
“Do
you have nothing to say in your defense, Lucifer? Silence will be
considered assent.”
In
a perfectly level voice, the creator's avatar spoke to Lucifer.
Lucifer
realized that the avatar was saying something critical. However, he
couldn't comprehend. He couldn't respond. He couldn't, he
couldn't....
Is this really
happening?
“Lucifer!
Unless you defend yourself, I'll have no choice but to consider you
guilty, and punish you. This is your final chance. Do you have
anything to say?”
Suddenly it all fell together. Something toppled in Lucifer. He now understood what Gabriel had done. He could now accept it. He turned his eyes towards his brother.
Suddenly it all fell together. Something toppled in Lucifer. He now understood what Gabriel had done. He could now accept it. He turned his eyes towards his brother.
“Gabriel.
Tell him it's a lie.”
Gabriel
ignored him.
“Don't
you have anything better to say, Lucifer? You disappoint me. I didn't
foresee this, child.”
Lucifer
realized his fate was sealed. He would face god's judgment. There was
nothing he could do to sway the decision, to prove himself innocent.
He gave Lucifer one more glance.
“Neither
did I, father. Neither did I.”
The
creator's avatar rose it's arm. And everything dissolved.
When
Lucifer opened his eyes, he was on the mound. The very first cycle
had begun.
Gabriel.
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